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possibly the only people(on blogger) that id trust with being allowed to read this: Lauren, Malvey, and maybe Sarah and Katt. actually pretty much my lunch table exept for Faith.

Actually, ya, just scratch that,nobody read it ok?







Sunday, March 21, 2010

Searching for My Denouement

i am.... well, lonely. i need someone to hold me through. I need to hold someone, because i seem to only be strong when im the foundation that holds someone else together.
but what if im wrong? what if im not strong either way?what if im just a whisp in the air to everyone(half the time people dont seem to care that im there and after 10 mins notice me)? what if me trying to be someone's shelter is just like putting more wind on their back?
What if I just except the fact that my dreams and reality wont ever line up?
Im pathetic.
I sound so STUPID.
what am i even doing?
Im my own tormentor
and im sick of myself

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